I went to the grocery store a few months ago and I just so happened to be alone, solo, NO KIDS IN TOW. It was such a pleasant trip....no screams, begging, or bathroom stops. As the trip went on I was struck by the interaction I received from my fellow shoppers. Ok, so my usual trip might sound something like this:
Well hello! What beautiful children....Are they ALL yours????
Where's there Daddy????
Oh let me help you pick up all those boxes
They are so well behaved! ( not really ;) just had to slide that one in on you)
And THEN my children act like they have never had human interaction before! The make unfamiliar sounds, cower, cross their little eyes, stair blankly , OR speak rudely. (We are a work in progress)
Now, this particular child free day, I had no such occurrences. I thought "wow people see me as something different" maybe a young woman, a single woman, a college student, I don't really know, but I do know that I felt like I had a different title. Then I thought, "oh but if my scars were exposed....if they could see my c-section scar they would know I was a mom. If they could see my left shoulder they would know I've had major surgery. If they could see those things how would they treat me?" Probably like someone with life experiences. And those are just some of my physical scars...What if my emotional scars were on display as well?
I was overwhelmed with regret. How many times do I misjudge someone based on what I can see? What if their scars were showcased for the whole world to see? Would my compassion be stirred? Would I be more likely to relate...be more tolerant...more relaxed?
My prayer is that I can see passed someones appearance and actions. That I'll have compassion, patience and understanding for those in my path today! What about you...do you struggle with being critical ?
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Sunday, March 18, 2012
I Can't Make it
I had the privilege of attending church this morning, and being in the midst of a congregation that love and adore the Living God! As I listened to the praise team sing a familiar song I was overwhelmed by its truth.....I NEED God's mercy and grace! I can't won't make it with out God!
Sometimes I get bombarded with thoughts of insecurity and failure, and I feel so unworthy and ashamed.....I learned a valuable lesson today! I NEED God's mercy and His unfailing grace and guess what? He knew that I would...He knew I would fail him, and so many others, but HIS love was not hid from me or you! Ephesians 2:4-5 assures me that He never expected me to take care of my self, that's why, I believe, He instated Mercy and Grace! I thank God this morning for security in Christ.
The song goes on to say surely Goodness and Mercy will follow me all of my days! Well lets all shout right now !!!! That's a Promise for us, praise God! I can take that to the bank of Heaven and cash it! I will no doubt stumble and fail God again in this life, but His goodness and His mercy are following me (because of Christ) EVERYDAY of my little ole life .
Dont be ashamed today that you have to call on his mercy and grace yet another time! He is a kind and loving FATHER, and He promises to pick you up and give you strength, just ask and believe.
oh and if your belief seems lacking you can ask him to help that too ;) He's got you covered!
Have a Blessed Sunday
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
My first blog post!!!!
Well, I have debated about this whole blogger business for quite some time. After LOTS of back and forth, here I am......I hope to always be an encouragement to you. I look forward to many many posts.
Anywhoo....Today is all about me. Top ten things you MUST know if we are gonna be buddies. Here they are:
1. I have a kind hearted Husband (and he's quite tolerant with a few fiery red heads I know)
2. I have 3 amazing squirts
3. I LOVE Chocolate
4. I LOVE reality TV
5. I Hate mushrooms and creatures that scurry
6. I'm a little obsessed with pinterest folks!
7. My favorite Color is Blue....well blue AND green
8. I am rather indecisive
9. I love deeply
10. Lessons keep me humble.
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